Having An Emptiness

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 7

Having An Emptiness

I never think for have something in the past. Because when I have something, I lost it. I do not want to have something. Because, the destiny is if I having something. Someday I will loss it. Really pain I felt when everything which I ever had is disappear. Nothing last forever. When everything is lost from me, only memories I had and pain. It is very poor.

For now, I do not want to have something. Because I know it is only make pain for me when it disappear slowly, everything which I ever had is disappear. I do not know why it must go away from me, maybe it is disappear for give another thing to appear in my life. May be it gives another thing chances for I have. Maybe, but I do not know.

In the future life, I afraid to have something. Because I am not ready to lost it again. I amweak to fight with destiny. More better if I do not have anymore. Because I am not ready if I got pain again. Now, I only having emptiness.