LAUGH

Name  : Ricka Ranisa
Nim     : A1B209039

No      : 12

                                                                  LAUGH

        Laugh is something amazing in this world. I trust that everybody ever laugh. When we laugh, we can get freedom. We will laugh when we see something funny or something which can make we happy. We need laugh, cause laugh can make our life have meaning. With laugh, our body becomes more healthy. Nobody can forbid if we want to laugh, because laugh is human right.

        I ever heard from another people that laugh same like problem. It is mean, when we got big laugh actually we have a big problem too. We laugh for hidden our problem. We do not want somebody else to know our problem. With laugh, we make everybody believe that we are happy. But the fact is we lie. We just want to looks stronger in front of another however actually we are weak. We do not want if somebody know we have a serious problem. So that we choose laugh to make everything looks okay.

        I agree with this statement because of I ever felt like that. Where I must laugh to push my self looks happy in front of everybody. I laugh to forget all of my problem. For a minutes, I successes to forget my problem with laugh. When I laugh, I felt that my problem is disappear. I lie with my self. I know that. But I think it is not important so far I can laugh.

India, Wait Me !!

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 11

India, Wait Me !!

When I was child until now, I like india very much. I think India is romantic place in this world. I very surprised with India’s culture. It is very wonderful. I like with India’s woman clothes where woman in India use “sari” (traditional clothes). I want to use sari too. When India’s woman use Sari, they look very beautiful. Amazing !!.

First thing which make me falling in love with India is Bollywood film. I like it very much. I guess, bollywood is the only one of romantic film in world. In every film, India always show their culture. We can saw from they use sari and everything about India. Bollywood film successes show to world that India is great place and can make another to falling in love with this country. Bollywood can make me crying when I watched it. The story is very romantic and very sad. I give two thumbs for bollywood film.

Another part from india song. I really like India’s song. However I do not know the meaning from it song, but I can imagine it. I can felt the meaning of every lyrics. India’s song is very romantic. I lie many things from India. Not only from it culture, but also from it film, song, foods and etc. only India which can make me falling in love. Someday, I will going to India. I will visit every places in India and I want to use sari too. India, wait me !! I will visit you. 

I’m Not Chinese Girl, Ama

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 10

I’m Not Chinese Girl, Ama

This incident happened when I am in public transportation (angkot). Maybe when 08.10 A.M on my watch. When I enjoyed sitting in angkot, suddenly appeared old woman in angkot. She sitting in front of me. I know she is Chinese. I can look from her face. She looked me and smile to me. I smile with her too. She is still beautiful however she is old. In mandarin language, we call old woman with Ama or same like Grandmother.

She spoke about religi in everybody in angkot. She told that we must always pray with God. I guess that this Ama got trouble in her head or maybe little crazy. Oh no ! and the she looked me again, but she spoke in mandarin language. Oh my God, Ama I can not understand what you say. She spoke without stop. I confused. And the she took her bag and open it. She still spoke in mandarin language. She took something like book, I guess it is Tripitaka because of in there I looked every page is mandarin language. She open the book, and show to me. I think, she asked me to read it. It is so crazy, I know nothing about it.

A minutes latter, I try to spoke up. I told Ama that I am not Chinese. I do not understand about mandarin language. I can saw that Ama shock heard that and she little laugh. Same like on my mine, she guess me that I am Chinese girl. She said like that because she looked me with white skin and she said that my face like Chinese. I only laugh heard that. I often got same incident like this where somebody guess me Chinese. It is funny I think. Because of I have white skin and oriental face, many people call me Amoy or Cece. It is cool !!.

 Ama suggest me to join with mandarin course. She said that mandarin language is important. And if I can speak in mandarin, everybody can really trust that I am Chinese. I think the suggest is good. But, without I can speak in mandarin, everybody guess me Chinese girl. Olalala..

I Do Not Know About What

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 9

I Do Not Know About What

This story, I do not know about what. I just want to share. I do not know from where I must start to tell. Actually, this story connected with my ex-. Not important for me. I just know this story.

My mother told me that my –ex boyfriend’s mother have affair with my neighbor. Not only my mother says like that,  but also many neighbor says like that too. Honestly, I shock heard that, but I try to positive thinking.

I difficult to trust the news. But my mother show me many fact about that. Oh, I am really confused. One side, I try to positive thinking with another people. From another side, I believe with the news. It is not my job, I do not want to know. I do not care.

From this story, I got one lesson that “ Buah Jatuh Tak Jauh dari Pohonnya”. Why I say like that ? because my –ex is playboy. He is same like his mother. Nothing different. If he know about his mother, maybe he will shy.

My mother suggest me to not close with him. My mother forbid me if I still close him. My mother says he is not good for me. I will shy if I still close him. Because everybody knew who is his mother. But it is not my job, because I do not have relation with him again.

Wheel Not Always Rounding

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 8

Wheel Not Always Rounding

Wheel always rounding. Sometimes in the top, but sometimes in the buttom. So, someday a wheel will back to first position. Sure ! people says that life like a wheel. Rounding and always rounding. Someday when a wheel is rounding, there are a little stone in it way. Wheel still rounding. But it only silent without can avoid from it destiny that wheel always rounding. And something happened, wheel hit the stone. What happen ? wheel fall down in the ground. It can not rounding again. Really !

In here I wanna ask, is it always rounding ? no ! wheel rounding not forever. Stop ! and forever will like it. Where word “wheel always rounding” ? wheel can stop only because a little stone. And many people says that life like rounding wheel. If like that, if you were in the wheel’s position. Everything in your life same like wheel. The fact is this word never fair. If you fall down, you will fall down fo long time. Only god is pair. In this world had law like this “who is strong, he/she is winner”. Justice in this world is nothing. And I am not really trust that wheel always rounding.

30^th July 2011

RICKA RANISA

Having An Emptiness

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 7

Having An Emptiness

I never think for have something in the past. Because when I have something, I lost it. I do not want to have something. Because, the destiny is if I having something. Someday I will loss it. Really pain I felt when everything which I ever had is disappear. Nothing last forever. When everything is lost from me, only memories I had and pain. It is very poor.

For now, I do not want to have something. Because I know it is only make pain for me when it disappear slowly, everything which I ever had is disappear. I do not know why it must go away from me, maybe it is disappear for give another thing to appear in my life. May be it gives another thing chances for I have. Maybe, but I do not know.

In the future life, I afraid to have something. Because I am not ready to lost it again. I amweak to fight with destiny. More better if I do not have anymore. Because I am not ready if I got pain again. Now, I only having emptiness.

Writing It Is Not Hard

Name   : Ricka Ranisa

Nim      : A1B209039

No        : 6

Writing It Is Not Hard

Many people says that writing is hard. But I do not think so. I think writing is very easy. I like writing. I like write something. If I feel sick off, I try to write anything like make a short story, a poem or I write about my feeling. With writing, I can share my feeling it can make my soul becomes enjoy than before.

Writing only need little imagination. Why ? if you feel sad, I am sure that you will make sad story or anything same like your feeling. Everybody can write. With writing, you can express your soul you feel free when you writing.

Writing is easy if you think easy. Do not make hard if it is easy. Writing only need feeling. Without feeling you make nothing. Do not ever says that writing is hard. Try to writing and you can know that writing is interesting thing and easy to do.